i've been m.i.a.
i had final exams.
and final papers.
and final projects.
and final presentations.
but it's all coool now.
i got an A in photo.
and an A in blood banking (hell yessssssssss.)
and As in tissue culture and molec bio. :)
those were the classes i was most worried about and now i can sleep in peace. my idea of knocking out the caffeine gene in coffee beans with a transposon went over well (and i just pulled that out of my ass in a day) and my lab report turned out ok even though i had to draw some of the diagrams myself! :P a move in the twelfth hour saves me! (that and As and Bs on my quizzes, i guess.) and my case study presentation on Jk factors in blood banking got me an A! my partner and i got 100% on it and it pulled me from a B to an A! (which means i must've gotten a B on a final exam glory glory glory.... i only studied two hours for that!)
i'm amazed at my own good grades... i thought this was going to be the semester of hell!!!!
frak, i am never going to do 12 hour school days again! >:O
(famous last words.)

ok, but the horrors are not over yet.
i have all this stress over clincals for next semester.
tons of paper work to do and a TB test that i have to get re-done because of a miscommunication. plus my first aid is going to expire in april but clinicals lasts until may! and it is going to be litterally impossible to get recertified without missing a day in clinicals! at least my CPR is good for another year. and we had a required but not graded (that statement alone is fucked up) exam tomorrow and today we had a mandatory lab cleaning day.
to top it off with a cherry, i am siiiiick. i am feeling miserable and just want to press the fast forward button on this week. there is more more more but more stuff i can rant about (mostly the dumbassery of the professors and director of my program- and i am not afraid to say this to their faces if they pull another trick on me) but i don't even want to waste time thinking about it.

(on a seperate note, i would also like to hate on some of the counselors at my college who wait until the last minute to get their shit together and now i have to deal with them on my last fucking day of work with a bad attitude and a runny nose.)

i've been trying to take a zen approach to this. i will be the calm center of the universe. i am the zen master. it's so hard not to be passive agressive about the whole situation. instead i'm going to try to be optimistic. optimism. serenity sterility now. peace. calm. qi. relax. just keep telling myself it will be over. it is what it is. just conquer tomorrow and you are home free.

i really don't want to.

if there is such thing as good news,
the good news is
kaiser said business attire is preferred over scrubs.
yey, i get to dress up for a whole month (even though it's under my lab coat)!
time to shop for new outfits!

1 comment:

  1. Congrats on the awesome grades and the opportunity to dress spiffily!





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